itsxrocellecuhruz: Lately people have been treating as if I am completely worthless.
If you won't even reply to me, what makes you...
Every single thing you do affects me in a fucking way, and honestly I hate it cause lately its been killing me.
I'm always last no matter what I do
What sport i play, how I do in school, how my body looks, the way I talk, dress, anything I do even if it is better. It means nothing to you like you don’t even give a shit. Making me look bad, yanno that really brings me down. It’s so fucking hard always getting back up and keep trying to prove how good of a person I am. But everytime I try someone is always knocking me dowb again.
It fucking kills me wenever you talk about him
I kno hes just a friend but still it makes me jealous how much you miss him. Idk why but I keep having this thought that eventually you’ll leave me for him.. I really don’t want to lose you again. :(
Nothing's the same anymore, and I hate it.