I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
I swear you girls are so damn insecure. Believe us guys once in a while. These fucking thoughts y’all be having causes nothing but problems
I can’t fucking wait. I hate not having a ride
I’m so fucking frustrated with the world. No one gets it. No one fucking understands. I just want to bang my head on the fucking wall and jump off a bridge, dammit.
I’m sick and tired of being the one who cares more. I’m tired of always being scared of someone just leaving my life. I’m just so fucking tired of being the one wanting and not being the one wanted. All I want is someone, for once, to be scared to lose me.
Deep inside, you want them back. You want them to be the friend you once knew. They are in there somewhere, the old friend you once had. You want them to be your close friend again because you miss them. You miss the amazing times you guys had and it’d make you so happy if you could create new memories with the same old friend you had many years ago. You know that’d never happen though. They are just a distant memory.